My Privileges

- Frank ocean

and the response would be yes. then i ask “what about tomorrow?” i get “yes, ill be home late today and tomorrow.” fuck you. its okay, im used to feeling like a parent already anyways. you’re kids are even starting to call me “MOM”. what does that tell you?

i really like how all week every week since i graduated i watch your kids from early morning to late at night, you come home, from work which is sitting on your ass answering phones and filing appointments (like that’s so tiring) and when you come home, you eat sleep or go  out to gamble. you’re having the time of your life right?, when i cant even go to the beach with my damn boyfriend and his family, just this once. i get nothing from you, ever. i can never enjoy anything. i can never have my summer. im always taking care of YOUR kids while you enjoy everything. im tired of your bullshit. i cant wait, to get as far away from you as possible. to be able to do whatever the fuck i want. your a bitch. i cant go because your going out both today and tomorrow, when i cant even have one day to myself. you selfish ……. while i raise your kids. fuck you.

i cant wait to leave your damn nest.

I found a love that will never give up on me, that will never let me go through my struggles alone, and treats me the way I’ve always wanted to be treated. A Love that will never leave me, will never hurt me, that will always stay with me. its love i found in my siblings, my boyfriend, my best friends, and my God. i am so blessed.