if i deprive myself of sleep to talk to you, dont tell me to go to sleep.
theres a fckin reason why im staying up for your ass. you telling me to go to sleep is like saying you dont appreciate me staying up for you. maybe its jst me bitching but shit. if you want me to sleep then alright i will. dont hit me up later tnight when im dead asleep and your lonely in bed thinking to yourself. “damn i wish i could be talking to her.”
i feel like im the guy in this relationship, and your the girl..im not gunna wait for you to hit me up. im going to sleep.
every morning i would text you. every night i would give you my last words of the day and fall asleep with you. i know iv been in the wrong lately. and you know iv been trying. trying to make things better and trying hard to show you i care about you. but you always end up frinding a way to turn a good day into a day filled with arguments. you dont even show appreciation that im trying. literally every day i hope we dont fight. but sure enough, you find something to get mad about. making small things bigger then their suppose to be. i invite you along with my frineds because i know you would like it. i want you happy, but then you end up saying you just want it to be us two… so i drop plans with friends to be with you. not because i pitty you but because i love you and i want you happy. NOTHINGi do can please you, which is why i feel like nothing id going right. and im unhappy. all because your unhappy. you assume so much of me. like how i did with you when we first started out, but i got over that fact and now look… the tables have turned. im bustin my ass to try and make plans with you… to try and attempt to make this a healthy relationship. but everyday its just something. i post up i miss you and i love yo on every social network in hopes you would see it. to show you that im alwats thinking of you, but when you see me talking to a friend?, you get uneasy… and start something up again. and when small things bother you i apologize for it and ask to drop it because i want things to be right between us again. but you always have to bring things up… honestly i dont know how long i can keep this up with you. how am i suppose to try and show you i care, when you just keep shooting me down not even giving me a chance. its always something with you. oh?, and thanks for hacking my fb trying to snoop around to see if i was hiding anything behinde your back… didnt find anything you were looking for?, whys that?, oh i know! because i have nothing to hide…. this isnt the first time youv done this… im going to bed. im not waiting up on you anymore… i feel that youv bashed me down with everything youv got, to make me feel like a bad person scum. because i know iv been trying my best. so i should blame myself anymore. gnight tumblr. all i can do is hope for a better tomorrow.
I don’t give a fuck if you hurt my feelings, just do it. To be honest, I’ll be even more hurt if you don’t tell me since you think that I can’t handle the truth in the first place. I don’t want you to sugarcoat every little detail and make me read between the lines. I have too many people like that in my life already and I hate it. Even if I don’t listen to you, I still want to know what’s up. Be real with me, I’ll get over it.
No Pansoy, because the last one that came out was the first one that was made LOL
uhmm no stupid…. it doesnt matter who was made first because they were both made at the same damn time. the twin that comes out first is considered older because it came out of a mothers womb and into the world, which is considered a NEW BORN. there for, the twin that comes out first is older because it was BORN first. and even if it was true that a baby that comes out last is older, how would you know that the one that came out last was older then the one that came out first? you dont know which one was made. babies move around…alot. so you cant really determine which baby was made first by seeing who comes out first and last. your not God…