tell why, now that i look at it, words are just words till you show that they have meaning. you?, are pathetic.
i was just so hooked on you, and when you broke my heart, i cried. over and over. endless night, while you didnt even care, even though those couples weeks before you told me hella shit saying "i still care about you, and i did feel "love" towards you" blah blah blah blah. then?, just about a week or two after, you talked about this anonymous girl who you felt liked you really did truly genuinely "love" her. what comes to mind is, how could you say you feel the way you feel about me?, and then few weeks later you talk about loving someone else? i know it wasn’t about me, because the details you put into the situation you explained. and i cried. and cried. and cried. but then?, as i started to realize?, you weren’t as mature as i thought you were. you were still confused not knowing anything about a relationship. maybe you knew how to act in one, but not how to hold something so precious as ones own feeling. i dont cry anymore. im over the fact. and iv been over it. but i just thought about it now. you must really not know how "love" feels, nor do you put anyone else before yourself, or consider another persons feelings about a situation. but i guess. what ever makes you happy. im not gunna be selfish. youll learn how this rocky emotional trip a "loving" relationship can be. and maybe youll grow up and know what it really means to truely love someone.