aha i literally took 300+ pictures of you.. ur laptop dieed so i wana take the time to say.. thank you for today. you showed me that you are really understanding and that you have the time to actually talk and webcam and make sure that i get better. and i love that about you, plus ! how you also…
black friday. pretty much one of the best days ever. a day to where i felt special. habent felt like that in a long ass time. i was with this guy, that im really feelin at the moment. he carried all of my shopping bags, and purse. and trust me. i had alotta shit to carry. but thing was?, i didn’t even ask him to. he just simply asked, and grabbed everything outta my hands before i could even give him an answer to his question. i actually thought that that was really sweet<3 no guy had ever done that for me. and i mean EVER. i had a nigguh one time that had me hold his back pack, while i was holding my heavy bag when it was dumbass hot out. that just goes to show how nice i am. but he carried my shit all through out the mall. and he wouldnt even let me hold it, no matter how many times i asked for it back or how many times i tried grabbing it from him, he held on to my bags. he even wanted to hold it for me while i went to work. (but then i found out i didnt have to work so i just spent the rest of my time with him) he is such a sweetie. he even helped buy my mom shoes when i was short 20 sumthin dollars. even when i said that no it was okay, he still insisted on buying the shoes. and after?, he got me jollibee. and we shared. i fed him<3, all because i thought he deserved it after everything he’s done for me during our time at the mall=) the hwole night from 1-6:30 in the morning. he showed me that he cared. he was persistant with everything he did. he made sure that my happiness was a priority. and he told me that he’s willing to show me that he is down for me. and from what iv seen through my eyes, he really is trying. hard. and honestly, i thought that he wouldnt do the things he said would. but he’s been stickin to his word. and that just makes me wanna stay and see where we end up. im down as fuck for you. and i really do appreciate everythin you do. how you make me laugh, how you stay by my side even when i fuck up. you are persistant. thank you, and i promise, that i will do my best, to not hurt you or let you down. and if i do?, i apologize in advance. now all we need is time let things set, and have them fall into place. boy im down as fuck for you, and i appreciate you being persistant.
well same here, but any who, sleep is important, and its one of the things you need most at the mo0ment. so go to sleep. and we’ll talk tmr=) ill have my lap top, so we could aim skype, fb, twitter, tumblr, call errrrr w/e any time tmr=) so gnight, sweet dreams, and have a good day. thanks again for being there when i need you most<3 gnight panda milk<3
haha i saw you working last night! very cute. did you have trouble getting that guy's order? something bout mint? i was right behind him too cause i was getting shoved outta the way -_- black friday can kiss my ass!
"well, tonight has been pretty long and i think im just going to head to bed. goodnight beautiful. and just to make this clear.. even if your mom reads this.. even through every situation im not going to leave your side. i say this and i will stand by it no matter what situation, you will see me there supporting you and i put this on. if you ever need someone by your ride and your friends or family is not there.. don’t hesitate to hit me up. if whenever you feel down, ill be there to support you back up.. well i gotta cut this short.. Btw, if your mom is reading this right now tell her i said thanks to giving birth to an angel. So, right now ur off aim and prolly doing something else.. just hit me up when you can and let me know if your down for Christmas in the park pandaa milk"
he is truely such a sweetie=) i really do hope where goin some where<333 and christmas in the park?, of course im down, you shouldnt even have to ask=)<333
damn... i hella dont remember what happend last night..
all i remember was someone tried taking advantage of me, i guess thats what i get for going to a “home girls” party instead of a “close friends” and thanks kathryn and jarred, for taking good ass care of me, i owe you guys<333
wow that day was hella fun and razy. spent most of black friday with @loretomhmiles and my best friends kaylee and kelsey rivera<3 but april was missing=\ but yea, stayed out till 7 in the morning. so fckin crazy. but all in all, it was a day to where i had a great time. havent had one of those in a good while. and so far?, my weekend is going all out as planned.<333
such a busy day, went to go drive and get fam breakfast, then went to best friends house and left her soy milk at her porch=) and now, i have to get ready and help my mom make dinner for tnight, wait for fam, then go to the mall @9 for black friday, then at 2 in the morning?, work, from 2a.m.- 10a.m. fml. no sleep today, oh well, thug life=)
i thought of you a multiple amount of times. so many times i wrote your name on my hand and my mom saw it-_____- she made fun of me, and i confessed that i have a “crush” on you. when in reality?, im not crushin. its passed that=)
so i guess theres this new law to where the government is trying to manage teen smoking by not selling stouges 500-1000 ft. within a school. and also not allowing under aged employees to sell packs.
pft, wtf?, thats hella dumb. just cuz you stop selling packs, doesnt mean that itll prevent teens from smoking. the fuck? and people in milpitas dont even care if teens smoke. even the police roll by and say wussup to teens smoking around the mall or library. even the fckin security at the high school just smoke and watch everyone at the park smoke a stouge while their smoking. thats so stupid. why go through the stress and trouble of tryna manage teen smoking when the government should be focusing on things more important. dumb fucks.